raindrops keep fallen on my head do do dodo

lmao young booth singing makes my life :)

so its my birthday in like 17? days anyways what i really whan't i wont get soo besides that i would love a boxing bag. but nothing from my friends

Chief: How can we believe a man who would sell out his friends?
Siegfried: Dumkopf! Who else are you supposed to sell out? You can't betray enemies!

Shtarker: Let me let them have it. Dudududududu (making a machine gun noise).
Siegfried: Shtarker, zis is KAOS, we don't Dududu here.

Maxwell Smart: I think it's only fair to warn you, this facility is surrounded by a highly trained team of 130 black op snipers.
Siegfried: I don't believe you.
Maxwell Smart: Would you believe 2 dozen Delta Force commandos?
Siegfried: No.
Maxwell Smart: How about Chuck Norris with a BB gun.

ohh side note i kinda love get smart if u havent noticed :) and i mean the old tv series not the new movie.. but that was good to

22 days?
Motley

whatever you do, i do it to, show me everything and tell me how

so um im think im going crazy.. either that or im going phycic... since thats impossible, i guess im fucked -.- ohh it could be because iv either been reading or infromt of my laptop talking to people. so i pretty much spent all of yesturday in my room and then today half in my room and half secluded in the basement. that would probably explain the crazy theory. anyways i didnt realy wanna talk to my family at all, that and my sis had 2 friends over and my unlcles here now to so its kinda hard to avoid people, and i cant rlly say i why im avoiding them, but its not just them i wanted to go for a walk and i didnt incase i bumped into someone out there. so tomorows going to be interesting. anyways i have somthings to talk about but its night time now other wise ill sleep past period A n B tom

sleep tight cuties

23 days. damn i gotta start sudying for my g1, whered that damn book go?
Motley

this is tribute to a friend im talking online to right now

hi.
im sorry i know how that sounded and it all came out wronge, and you know the first thing i did when you didnt reply? send my bff an offline message saying i fucked up with a friend and to call me like asap. when moh who im talking to aswell was like im bored entertain me in like im talking to this friend of mine and i think i just fucked up.

im not sure you even read this but if you do know that with all this shit thats happening your name was the first one that popped into my head when i decided i needed to talk to someone, and i was going to call but i was crying and theres this whole thing i have about not letting people see or hear me cry, but i seriously contimplated calling anyways.

my walls are still up to you but it wont take much to get through them because you are always there for me, like no matter what. i didnt think i could talk about this, when i thought about calling it was more to hear reasurance that someones out there thats always there for me no matter what. so many people were like that and i slowly lost them one by one, i have 2 left and the reason im trying not to let you in is because i cant stand to lose you, not now not ever.

im leaving now before i wite to much, and i dont even know if you read this or not. but it had to be writen
i love you
Motley

whats with everyone headbutting over here?

so life. life is interesting.

i spent march break down at an art school living it up with the art geeks, it was kinda interesting. i had pottery kids in the morning ages between 8 and 12 there was this one kid, she continually asked my age, and wouldnt give up! so if a little kid asked how old i am.. im a MILLION years old :) anyways then in the afternoon i had little kids, i most of them were 6, i dont think anyone was 7. anyways they were the cutest kids. the first day i was like fml what did i get myself into? but after that it was smooth sailing, it was fun even.

anyways iv been writing this over a series of days, i seem to get bored in the middle of writing and doing somthing else and whateves. anyways right now im talking to my cousin, the younger one. well not really it was more like "is ur dad coming this weekend?" "yea, well his in toronto." "k so how are you?" both of us answered that question then the convo died. its like that with my family i guess, like with my friends i can talk for hours over msn bu family its like hi, hi so how are you? and thats about it.

so yeah thats all i can talk about because i cant talk about it.
ummmmm daysss.

25 days, OMG seriously? i remember when it was 80 :)
Motley

far from home on the road unknown

Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir. Open it's jaws, and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have?

i have nothing to say
28 days, not like you give a shit
Motley

found a way to pawn my soul for a swiftblade knife

HOME HOME HOME HOME HOME HOME HOME
my exitment just died.
im so sorry, i wasnt there now or then.

so sorry
i love you
Motley

this is just a curtesy call, this is just a matter of policy

ok i just had to write this down...
this is my new dream, i need 15,000 dollars, but i will do it before i die http://www.poseidonresorts.com

ok leaving now, be back in a little while

41 days (haha grabbed the ipod)
Motley.
no seriously this is the last post for a while

theres no money, theres no possessions, only obsessions, i dont need that shit

hi, im here to say goodbye. im not gonna write jack shit about my life for the next week or so. because who wants to read it anyways?

what i am going to say is this (these are about different people, exept the last one but whatever):
-get a life, i see her reason
-im beside you 100%
-wasnt pissed before, now im seriously ticked off
-get over your fucking bitchyness, its three hours. we miss you
-for once can you look at somone else and realise the worlds not all you you you?

and me:
-everythings falling apart
-dvsa are idiots, and they need to call me back before my mother gets home
-why is this all at once?
-britt n i are gonna have a killer party
-i miss my lits so fucking much, i need you guys so much right now
-might skip friday, might not

40 somoddd days
Motley.
were gonna kill somthing and we dont care what it is

cant be your lover when im living like a rebel

hi my friend sapphire wrote a thingy on her blog and it hit me to, it happens to all girls like us, the guys are allways with the slutty hot girls and it makes us semi normal children feel unwanted. because were not hot, or wearing that new abercrombi shirt or lululemon sweater. were just us sitting in a corner waiting to be noticed [sigh this is tottaly ruining what i was going to talk about today. tommorow it is] this reminds me of when i went to the italian meeting. seriously i walked in and my only thought was im gonna be friends with those guys, they stood out spiked hair, peircings and combat boots. Unlike everybody else in that room who were what we now call preps, and of course the rich snobs were there to. i stood so far out, and i was in heels and my leathur jacket! like holy crap ppl, thats bad, there was like one other girl there to and i think she was thinking the same thing as me, she was like in sweatpants and a random shirt. only other normal female in the building aside from rents... back to the topic at hand me and my friends we gotta get out more, talk to more people, but unfortunaly our school...yup full of preps. surrounded everyday. its horrible.

i have run out of things to say so im going now,
43 days
Motley

just like a stripper whel always be back first.

^ nikki sixx is life people. life :) just saying
is it just me or does this not let you copy and paste?

ok so um hi again my friends have gone to baltimore (some of them) i kinda wish i could have gone to but like im allready going to italy and camp, i cant expect my rents to pay for somthing else to,

ok so the link is to sixx sense and it has proof of what im going to tell you.

in America they have a town called intercourse, hooker, spread eagle and other stupid things. can you image? "hey im from toronto where do you hail from?" "Intercourse." that would be an interesting converstaion...


more latter
47 DAYS
Motley

i may have to move to one of those towns just so i can say i lived there :)

i am tired of waiting

sigh im taking off my nail polish... one hand down.
anyways some friends are leaving on a trip on the upside so are some of the preps so that will make livfit so much better. eww livfit friday first means yoga first, and i thought fridays couldnt get any longer.

anyways i think my sister wants to go to sleep which means i gotta turn my radio off, which generally means im gonna stop writing cuz theres no point

ipods down stairs, one sec ill google it. (isnt google wonderful {poll ppl})

48 DAYS
Motley

note to self: buy tired of waiting by the trews

whos laughing now? well you, but i still win

i wore my blue eyeliner today, someone noticed. he complemented it in his own little way, went on for like 5 minutes then talked about my eyes. it feels nice to be noticed, liked.

so just talked to my cousin, that was interesting not much to talk about i guess, i mean we were close as children but i guess everything changes. omg his voice has deepend its kinda weird.. im kinda scared for the wedding or when i see him next, we were practically the same hight 1 1/2 years ago... holy shit i havent seen him in that long? fuck iv seen james more than him. wow another reason distance sucks.

Oh so umm i opend comments to all like my lj was so umm drop a line, leave a name. i like feeling wanted, even for breif passing seconds.

50 days
Motely

ps i decided that soon as that passes imma count the days to brittany and my sweet sixteen and then my uncles wedding and finnaly a split between italy and camp since i know camps more important but italy comes first. :)