so the summers over, and schools begun.
i thought i while ago, that i hadn't changed much this summer but now i know i was wrong, i know now i changed this summer
maybe for better
maybe for worse
either way i still cant wait to get the fuck out of here.
....Break those chains that bind you
yesterday i witnessed the "changes" some people went through this summer
and for the most part I'm disappointed.
but hey its their life i guess.
i can write a whole post about why I'm against it.
i can write a whole post to try and get them to stop.
more importantly trying to make him stop.
iv lost so much because of smoking.
and now iv lost another.
....You know I still love you
i cant stand watching my friends throw their life away.
die faster.
leave me faster.
OH but there cigarettes without nicotine!
yeah its still going to kill you.
and ill have to sit and watch.
again.
....If you must go, I wish you love
think of all the people you'll hurt.
think of all the people who are allready hurt.
think about the life you could miss.
....And went our separate ways
please, i cant stand to bury another loved one because of this.
Motley
9/14/10
9/9/10
just some thoughts
సో హుమ్మ్ స్కూల్
లమో థిస్ ఇస్ వేఇర్డ్
ohhh english hi.
from the begining...
school. shit. and other words...
^ i did not know i could do this language thing...
unfortunatly it dousnt do that to italian. and i dont even know if its right
but pretty cool eh?
ohhh sombody skratched my disk. my sister shall die. idiot dousnt know how to keep things not broken.
this is pretty cool too.
thats just weird.
so about school.
BIO is pretty ok, im allready confused confused thu. ohhh i GLITCHED. :)
MATH is surprisingly less confusing and science is my better subject.
PARENTING should go die in a whole. i dont wnat children anyways
ANTHRO/SOC/PSYCH could be so much better if i didnt have hogendoorn. who is getting ride of her tounge ring. and had her nose peirced. thankyou i will now never get that peirced. though i was previously convinced not to get anymore anyways.
lolz not even cole could convince me not to get my navel peirced. NOT THE POINT.
actually no im talking about that point. i bought this really pretty blue gemmed navel ring. so i decided to put it on this morn. cuz i bought 4 and im saving the best/my fav (other than my dice) anyways i put it in and i dont like it. the barbell is to long so it just dousnt fit well. but i loved the blue dangling one and the butterfly. and tom ill wear the best, i hope. i havent put it in yet. it could epically fail like the one today. hope it dousnt.
im ending this how my friends do. so
DEAR BLANK.
i didnt care, i could get over it. i could look past it. its not like we were...
theres no back, just forwards.
this is my last post to you.
but theres just one thing i want to know.
its been bugging me
and its probably not even close to what your thinking.
or could be, but i doubt it.
but the time to talk passed. awhile ago.
but hey, im ready if you ever want to.
Motley
... im realizing that you dont even have the link to this. so its kinda pointless to write... well its here when you find it i guess.
లమో థిస్ ఇస్ వేఇర్డ్
ohhh english hi.
from the begining...
school. shit. and other words...
^ i did not know i could do this language thing...
unfortunatly it dousnt do that to italian. and i dont even know if its right
but pretty cool eh?
ohhh sombody skratched my disk. my sister shall die. idiot dousnt know how to keep things not broken.
this is pretty cool too.
thats just weird.
so about school.
BIO is pretty ok, im allready confused confused thu. ohhh i GLITCHED. :)
MATH is surprisingly less confusing and science is my better subject.
PARENTING should go die in a whole. i dont wnat children anyways
ANTHRO/SOC/PSYCH could be so much better if i didnt have hogendoorn. who is getting ride of her tounge ring. and had her nose peirced. thankyou i will now never get that peirced. though i was previously convinced not to get anymore anyways.
lolz not even cole could convince me not to get my navel peirced. NOT THE POINT.
actually no im talking about that point. i bought this really pretty blue gemmed navel ring. so i decided to put it on this morn. cuz i bought 4 and im saving the best/my fav (other than my dice) anyways i put it in and i dont like it. the barbell is to long so it just dousnt fit well. but i loved the blue dangling one and the butterfly. and tom ill wear the best, i hope. i havent put it in yet. it could epically fail like the one today. hope it dousnt.
im ending this how my friends do. so
DEAR BLANK.
i didnt care, i could get over it. i could look past it. its not like we were...
theres no back, just forwards.
this is my last post to you.
but theres just one thing i want to know.
its been bugging me
and its probably not even close to what your thinking.
or could be, but i doubt it.
but the time to talk passed. awhile ago.
but hey, im ready if you ever want to.
Motley
... im realizing that you dont even have the link to this. so its kinda pointless to write... well its here when you find it i guess.
9/7/10
"cosa vuoi?"
voi
im sorry i couldnt answer when you asked.
and theres so much more i want to write.
want to say. need to say.
but theres no point
i lost the chance
and have to move on
"And when you left you kissed my lips"
after that day i thought we could make it,
even though iv known awhile we wouldnt, always knew it would end. always hoped it wouldnt.
i guess i was wrong, i guess i was right.
Goodbye, my almost lover
Motley
im sorry i couldnt answer when you asked.
and theres so much more i want to write.
want to say. need to say.
but theres no point
i lost the chance
and have to move on
"And when you left you kissed my lips"
after that day i thought we could make it,
even though iv known awhile we wouldnt, always knew it would end. always hoped it wouldnt.
i guess i was wrong, i guess i was right.
Goodbye, my almost lover
Motley
9/5/10
you ever seem to have one of those days?
its weird. for over two months i had this charm on my bracelet
it was meant for a necklace but nothing can take the place of my locket
so i put it on my bracelet.
i got used to it there.
i would play with it much like i did with the locket.
when i was stressed, sad, angry. it gave me strength.
and now its no longer there.
it has no right to be there anymore and so its gone
i tried grabbing it this morning, panicked.
before i remembered i took it off
i miss it.
i want my locket back, the rope is of no help.
it has little meaning to me.
it was meant for a necklace but nothing can take the place of my locket
so i put it on my bracelet.
i got used to it there.
i would play with it much like i did with the locket.
when i was stressed, sad, angry. it gave me strength.
and now its no longer there.
it has no right to be there anymore and so its gone
i tried grabbing it this morning, panicked.
before i remembered i took it off
i miss it.
i want my locket back, the rope is of no help.
it has little meaning to me.
9/2/10
merry go round
its funny, i was never able to fight before i lost somthing.
and now i had the chance.
but i didnt know what to do.
i should have.
but would it have changed anything?
probably not.
Motley
and now i had the chance.
but i didnt know what to do.
i should have.
but would it have changed anything?
probably not.
Motley
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