I now have this on my iPod where. I'm writing now... So I can officially update you guys on my escapades in the other continent YAY! damn it won't let me do the whole side keyboard thing... Stupid app. Anyways this will prob b my last post unroll I leave. I know you will all miss my completly pointless posts.....IlyMotleyI find it kinda scaryy that the music on shuffle almost always fits well with my posts.. :s
lol so yeah the ^ was from my ipod.. the enters apparently dont show up here, so im sorry for any confusion, also i cannot put motley in red. and you must be wondering why im writing her on the comp now. well im not doing another post so i decided to add more here. and its sooo much easyer to write like wtf it wont let me do the side keyboard? it will take forrever to write something so short! but any who.
moh keeps commenting on my msn "this house is not a home" let me explain.
1) it is a song lyric
2) i just live here, and have waited my intire life to move out, unlike my sister who says she will stay here or at Granny's till she dies or something.
3) home is where ever i am happy, these includes things like:
a)camp
b)Italy
c)his arms
d)Madison's house [i don't know why; but the whole family loves me :)]
e)thunder bay, seriously i don't know why that place feels like home, it just douse don't question me.
Motley
6/23/10
the hardest ones to love are the ones that need it most
do you ever think back on the past?
wonder. . .
who was there, who wasnt.
who you liked, who you hated.
now think on those people in the past, how close were you to them?
remember all those times you crashed at eachothers place,
or running on their street playing tag,
remember your inside jokes, your nicknames, your games
now think about why your not friends.
now i want you to think about what they ment to you, did you have this one friend that practicaly became your sister? your brother?
would you be able to walk up to them on the street or would you walk right by not knowing who that person was to you.
I had many people who where my brothers, none i would recognize today. i would walk by not knowing who i passed, not remembering what they ment to me, not recognizing their faces.
now dont get me wrong as a kid i had many sisters, only two i still know today.
but what hits me hard? why i cant put these guys out of my head? i dont know there faces, cant remember the names. but i remember all those times we spent near the ravine (but not to close) or on the trampoline. i loved them, i couldnt live without them.
they were my dads best friends sons, and another was my cousins bestfriend up in TB.
i dont know them today because of my parents. my parents took the most important part of me away. daddy got into a fight, theyv been friends since highschool, but one little fight tore my whole world apart. i thought they didnt want me. i didnt understand why we stoped visiting, why we wouldt go back, i was young around 8 or 9, but they were my brothers i needed them. i dont know exactly what i was told when i asked why we wernt at their place one weekend, it was there weekend. that summer we didnt go back to thunder bay, i had gone 4 straight years and didnt know why we didnt go back, i lost all my brothers but the one up there, i knew i could trust him to put me back together. he would show me he still loved me. we didnt go back. this time was my mothers fault, she hated my uncles girlfriend. my soul nearly died; i started doing really stupid things, just to show myself i was still alive...its a mricale i lived thru that. my stupid stunts got worse and worse till i stopped. i was the reason she got hurt, she nearly died because of me so i stopped came back to earth. i had lost everone but katie, because after that summer i started pulling from emily and christina. they were from that life; the happy one. i dont know why but my brain said to pull away, i couldnt let them leave me so i slowly left them.
i lost my bestfriends and a little part of myself that year. i stopped caring about myself, stopped caring about my health, my sanity. i lost everything but katie, she never let me down, tried to stop my fall. i started to learn to deal with it. i became friends with michal, leah and maddy. i stoped my stunts because. well thats somthing i wont talk about, not even to madison, not even to katie.
i was 8 or was i 9? that shows just how much a loss can effect a little girl. my hearts been sealed tight since then. my brain says "trust noone" still to this day because of what happend half my life ago. a little girl loves to freely, she sees these people all the time, anyweekend her father can drive them up really, but allways without fail on there weekend. i couldnt even tell you when that was anymore. and once there gone and she cant figure out why her heart gets broken. why dont they want to see me? dont they love me? and every weekend her father dousnt shout "in the car were seeing the trampoline man" she starts believeing it even more and more. that was my nikename for him, daddys bestfriend. this little girl lost the people she had let in, let in to her family but she never stoped freely loving not till her 14th birthday. this little girl was all grown up. she had mostly gotten over her losses, was friends with emily again, was still friends with maddy, and had many many more. all these people she loved so much. then it came. the day at the restaurant. her world died for the second time, came crubeling down around her. she barely kept from bawling right there in the restaurant. this little girls been through so much. she cant stand the first 2 weeks of christmas, hates her birthday and cant wait to move out of the house. she closed her heart since then,but let it open for one guy, he remindeded her of thunderbay, they met at camp. he left but by then she was used to it. used to losing people it only hurt for awhile what he did,only because of the way he did it. fucking coward.
you might want to know why im telling you this. writing it out for the whole world to see. it could be so any mothers or fathers who mightof come accross this blog via the next blog button they might know to not pull her or him away from the few people they needed, or atleast told them why they couldnt see them anymore. it could be to show why my walls are so high, why i dont trust easily. it could be because im sick and tired of keeping this all in. it could be because im learning to trust again, and i need help. it could be because i learnt that somtimes its best to lose things, forget things and move on. it could be to show people whov been thru this that they will learn to live, to survive. it could be to keep others who come across this from doing the same mistakes i did. the worst one was leaving emily, other than katie she was my best friend and all i had left. but i left her behind, why? i wouldnt live thru watching her walk away from me. it could be because iv finally learnt to get over heartbreak. it could be because im scared of what i was back then and i hope no one goes back. it could be to show why im against drugs in all forms.. and no i wasnt a druggie at age 9, but i lived for the high i got off my stunts...i was never afraid of my own safety, frankly im surprised i surived; looking back, she allmost died because she was coppying me, it was somthing i allways did, she tried it once. if mother wasnt there...
it could be a bunch of those things, it could be all, it could be one. but if anyone takes anything from this. know to love always and trust freely. dont do what i did. im still broken have been since the age of 8, im like "just alice" now with her "harbringer" i dealt, i survived; not sure how but i did. i will. iv seen my friend now with somthing of a broken heart she loves the wronge guy. and i know from my past, hearbreak wouldnt even hurt me not for more than a few days, im not skared anymore. iv lost so much i learnt to deal. it breaks my heart now to see her like this because i remember how i felt. but it taught me to be stronge. i guess im a fast learner in anything that dousnt involve school.
"to love is to destroy and to be loved is to be destroyed" if i have done anything in this but scare my friends and bf(doubt hes reading this, which is good) would be to show why i named my blog after this book quote. maybe it will now make sense to the masses.
im sorry if you people are now scared for my sanity or getting mad at me for this
but i needed it out, iv gone through every part of the healing process but the talking about it
im not good at talking, i write more its easyer than explaining.
im not crazy, im not insane, i wont spiral into myself again.
iv put this all behind me, and iv learnt, iv get my strength from my past.
the only thing that can leave me never wanting to leave my room, is always thinking about that day in the restaurant, always wondering if i could have kept her going longer, kept her with me, with stan and granny longer. its the one of two only. things that will ever again make me nearly katatonic, this i can promise you guys, this i can promise. i wont get lost again.
ill never get lost again.
Motley
p.s the "alice" thing was mentioning the characture in the SyFy movie Alice, its really quite great.. maybe better than tim burtons. go rent it.
wonder. . .
who was there, who wasnt.
who you liked, who you hated.
now think on those people in the past, how close were you to them?
remember all those times you crashed at eachothers place,
or running on their street playing tag,
remember your inside jokes, your nicknames, your games
now think about why your not friends.
now i want you to think about what they ment to you, did you have this one friend that practicaly became your sister? your brother?
would you be able to walk up to them on the street or would you walk right by not knowing who that person was to you.
I had many people who where my brothers, none i would recognize today. i would walk by not knowing who i passed, not remembering what they ment to me, not recognizing their faces.
now dont get me wrong as a kid i had many sisters, only two i still know today.
but what hits me hard? why i cant put these guys out of my head? i dont know there faces, cant remember the names. but i remember all those times we spent near the ravine (but not to close) or on the trampoline. i loved them, i couldnt live without them.
they were my dads best friends sons, and another was my cousins bestfriend up in TB.
i dont know them today because of my parents. my parents took the most important part of me away. daddy got into a fight, theyv been friends since highschool, but one little fight tore my whole world apart. i thought they didnt want me. i didnt understand why we stoped visiting, why we wouldt go back, i was young around 8 or 9, but they were my brothers i needed them. i dont know exactly what i was told when i asked why we wernt at their place one weekend, it was there weekend. that summer we didnt go back to thunder bay, i had gone 4 straight years and didnt know why we didnt go back, i lost all my brothers but the one up there, i knew i could trust him to put me back together. he would show me he still loved me. we didnt go back. this time was my mothers fault, she hated my uncles girlfriend. my soul nearly died; i started doing really stupid things, just to show myself i was still alive...its a mricale i lived thru that. my stupid stunts got worse and worse till i stopped. i was the reason she got hurt, she nearly died because of me so i stopped came back to earth. i had lost everone but katie, because after that summer i started pulling from emily and christina. they were from that life; the happy one. i dont know why but my brain said to pull away, i couldnt let them leave me so i slowly left them.
i lost my bestfriends and a little part of myself that year. i stopped caring about myself, stopped caring about my health, my sanity. i lost everything but katie, she never let me down, tried to stop my fall. i started to learn to deal with it. i became friends with michal, leah and maddy. i stoped my stunts because. well thats somthing i wont talk about, not even to madison, not even to katie.
i was 8 or was i 9? that shows just how much a loss can effect a little girl. my hearts been sealed tight since then. my brain says "trust noone" still to this day because of what happend half my life ago. a little girl loves to freely, she sees these people all the time, anyweekend her father can drive them up really, but allways without fail on there weekend. i couldnt even tell you when that was anymore. and once there gone and she cant figure out why her heart gets broken. why dont they want to see me? dont they love me? and every weekend her father dousnt shout "in the car were seeing the trampoline man" she starts believeing it even more and more. that was my nikename for him, daddys bestfriend. this little girl lost the people she had let in, let in to her family but she never stoped freely loving not till her 14th birthday. this little girl was all grown up. she had mostly gotten over her losses, was friends with emily again, was still friends with maddy, and had many many more. all these people she loved so much. then it came. the day at the restaurant. her world died for the second time, came crubeling down around her. she barely kept from bawling right there in the restaurant. this little girls been through so much. she cant stand the first 2 weeks of christmas, hates her birthday and cant wait to move out of the house. she closed her heart since then,but let it open for one guy, he remindeded her of thunderbay, they met at camp. he left but by then she was used to it. used to losing people it only hurt for awhile what he did,only because of the way he did it. fucking coward.
you might want to know why im telling you this. writing it out for the whole world to see. it could be so any mothers or fathers who mightof come accross this blog via the next blog button they might know to not pull her or him away from the few people they needed, or atleast told them why they couldnt see them anymore. it could be to show why my walls are so high, why i dont trust easily. it could be because im sick and tired of keeping this all in. it could be because im learning to trust again, and i need help. it could be because i learnt that somtimes its best to lose things, forget things and move on. it could be to show people whov been thru this that they will learn to live, to survive. it could be to keep others who come across this from doing the same mistakes i did. the worst one was leaving emily, other than katie she was my best friend and all i had left. but i left her behind, why? i wouldnt live thru watching her walk away from me. it could be because iv finally learnt to get over heartbreak. it could be because im scared of what i was back then and i hope no one goes back. it could be to show why im against drugs in all forms.. and no i wasnt a druggie at age 9, but i lived for the high i got off my stunts...i was never afraid of my own safety, frankly im surprised i surived; looking back, she allmost died because she was coppying me, it was somthing i allways did, she tried it once. if mother wasnt there...
it could be a bunch of those things, it could be all, it could be one. but if anyone takes anything from this. know to love always and trust freely. dont do what i did. im still broken have been since the age of 8, im like "just alice" now with her "harbringer" i dealt, i survived; not sure how but i did. i will. iv seen my friend now with somthing of a broken heart she loves the wronge guy. and i know from my past, hearbreak wouldnt even hurt me not for more than a few days, im not skared anymore. iv lost so much i learnt to deal. it breaks my heart now to see her like this because i remember how i felt. but it taught me to be stronge. i guess im a fast learner in anything that dousnt involve school.
"to love is to destroy and to be loved is to be destroyed" if i have done anything in this but scare my friends and bf(doubt hes reading this, which is good) would be to show why i named my blog after this book quote. maybe it will now make sense to the masses.
im sorry if you people are now scared for my sanity or getting mad at me for this
but i needed it out, iv gone through every part of the healing process but the talking about it
im not good at talking, i write more its easyer than explaining.
im not crazy, im not insane, i wont spiral into myself again.
iv put this all behind me, and iv learnt, iv get my strength from my past.
the only thing that can leave me never wanting to leave my room, is always thinking about that day in the restaurant, always wondering if i could have kept her going longer, kept her with me, with stan and granny longer. its the one of two only. things that will ever again make me nearly katatonic, this i can promise you guys, this i can promise. i wont get lost again.
ill never get lost again.
Motley
p.s the "alice" thing was mentioning the characture in the SyFy movie Alice, its really quite great.. maybe better than tim burtons. go rent it.
6/22/10
so i hold my breath till my heart explodes.
chilling here with danielle on my first day of freedom :)
i am offically done grade 10.
so anywho to make a pointless blog more pointless.
GRADUAL REPORT SUCKS
"you know what time it is"
Motley
i am offically done grade 10.
so anywho to make a pointless blog more pointless.
GRADUAL REPORT SUCKS
"you know what time it is"
Motley
6/20/10
we walked right out of the darkness
sooo im taking a break from studying.
so im here again. writing about absolutly nothing,
hmmm.
oh my rents are taking 2morrow off and going biking so im making dinner...
thomas might stay for that. especially if paola is at stalkers.
its our month aniversary tomorow.
unfortunatly he has an afternoon exam.
which reminds me, who had the genious idea of having an exam monday morning?
its at 9 but still. it would suck if that was your only exam to, i would be pissed.
so i bought this veet cream thing, its the in shower hair removal cream thingy, anyways im hoping it works because it will make my life over seas so much better if i dont have 2 shave everyday cuz its to much of a hassle. so ill let all you girlies who read this know if it works or not.
and break over;
Motley
so im here again. writing about absolutly nothing,
hmmm.
oh my rents are taking 2morrow off and going biking so im making dinner...
thomas might stay for that. especially if paola is at stalkers.
its our month aniversary tomorow.
unfortunatly he has an afternoon exam.
which reminds me, who had the genious idea of having an exam monday morning?
its at 9 but still. it would suck if that was your only exam to, i would be pissed.
so i bought this veet cream thing, its the in shower hair removal cream thingy, anyways im hoping it works because it will make my life over seas so much better if i dont have 2 shave everyday cuz its to much of a hassle. so ill let all you girlies who read this know if it works or not.
and break over;
Motley
6/19/10
6/18/10
talk to me tonight is everything allright?
DONE THE ROARING TWENTIES..
now the dirty thirties. then im practically done :D
now the dirty thirties. then im practically done :D
so im like studying for history and im so fucked... im only in the twenties..
luckily i still have my study notes for WWII so i dont have to repeat them.
so i dont have much left....
this is the first time i actually need a textbook to study with. why? my teachers a fuckiing idiot who can do good notes so without this thing i would fail.
anyways before continuing on to my hell.
i added this thing called "pages" i now have a quote page i can add to whenever i want to.
i kinda live it. its like epic.
i might do another page soon if i have an idea.
maybe lyrics?
i dunno its fun.
so back to hell.
Motley
luckily i still have my study notes for WWII so i dont have to repeat them.
so i dont have much left....
this is the first time i actually need a textbook to study with. why? my teachers a fuckiing idiot who can do good notes so without this thing i would fail.
anyways before continuing on to my hell.
i added this thing called "pages" i now have a quote page i can add to whenever i want to.
i kinda live it. its like epic.
i might do another page soon if i have an idea.
maybe lyrics?
i dunno its fun.
so back to hell.
Motley
6/16/10
doing it all night long...All night long
so this weekend i went to the first class for the italy abroad thing.
yup.
class.
saturday.
morning.
mother bout me dougnuts so that made it OK.
i just finished yet another registration form for the damn course... they might wonder why my emergincie contact is my aunt and not my rents..
oh well.
so yeah.. exams are comming up fast, im started studying today in science im quite proud of myself.. i dont usually start till the weekend before...
anyways im crashing now as i actually need to go to my first 2classes 2morrow
then im skipping the rest...
unless izzy wants to do the scavenger hunt.
Motley
yup.
class.
saturday.
morning.
mother bout me dougnuts so that made it OK.
i just finished yet another registration form for the damn course... they might wonder why my emergincie contact is my aunt and not my rents..
oh well.
so yeah.. exams are comming up fast, im started studying today in science im quite proud of myself.. i dont usually start till the weekend before...
anyways im crashing now as i actually need to go to my first 2classes 2morrow
then im skipping the rest...
unless izzy wants to do the scavenger hunt.
Motley
6/14/10
there aint no rest for the wiked
this has been an iteresting weekend.
im not going to attempt writing it here.
if your interested ask.
hmm what else?
oh its our month aniversary friday...
unless you do days instead of weeks
then it would be the 21st which is next monday.
hmm when should i give him his present?
lol im good at remembering days, most of the time.
OH thomas and i watched part of the italy soccer game today
he cheered for the other team just because they were against italy,
me thinks hes in a bit of trouble...
Motley
im not going to attempt writing it here.
if your interested ask.
hmm what else?
oh its our month aniversary friday...
unless you do days instead of weeks
then it would be the 21st which is next monday.
hmm when should i give him his present?
lol im good at remembering days, most of the time.
OH thomas and i watched part of the italy soccer game today
he cheered for the other team just because they were against italy,
me thinks hes in a bit of trouble...
Motley
6/10/10
help?
so i need help with my gym sonf choices as most of my shit is inapropriate.. so ill give you song names and lyrics tell me if i can or if i cant use them
cheak your head- buckcherry
Jesse died today, I heard the news its safe
Photographed nude at age 13
And Nick was a friend of mine, he died before his time
Dead on acid at age 18
Oh and you still bitch about your payments
Its funny how your looks predict your statements
I dress in black today, it represents this phase I'm in
And what it was i cant believe
This stain glass that your hiding behind, its from a different life
And what it was its still in your dreams, yeah, yeah
Oh and you still bitch about your payments
It's funny how your looks predict your statements
So check you head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
So check you head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
Woah, yeah
Alright, yeah
You fell out of line with some distance to go
It's not a design it's a talent show
And if you believe it's the end of the line you'll be taken
Now Jesse never thought that what she did would change my life
Well she just thought her life was a waste of time
And Nick worked hard to graduate and after that he died
He always thought high school was a waste of time
So check you head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
So check your head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be, oh, be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
Woah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Do it to me all night long
Yeah, yeah, yeah
come on feel the noize- quite riot (this ones long)
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
So you think I got an evil mind
I tell you honey
I don't know why
I don't know why
So you think my singin's out of time
It makes me money
I don't know why
I don't know why
Anymore
Oh no
So come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Baby!
So you say I got a funny face
I got no worries
And I don't know why
I don't know why
Oh I gotta sing with some disgrace
I'm in no hurry
And I don't know why
I don't know why
Anymore
No no no
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Come on!
Well you think we have a lazy time
You should know better
I don't know why
I don't know why
So you say I got a dirty mind
I'm a mean go getter
I don't know why
I don't know why
Anymore
Oh no
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Baby!
Come on, (come on) feel it
Girls rock your boys (come on, rock it!)
We'll get wild, wild, wild
We're gonna get wild! (wild, wild, wild)
We're gonna get rocked tonight (come on feel the noise)
Rock it tonight (girls rock your boys)
We'll get wild, wild, wild
OH YEAH!!
Ah, ah, ah (woooo)
Ah, ah, ah
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild.
Ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah
hot blooded- foreigner
Well, I'm hot blooded, check it and see
I got a fever of a hundred and three
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, I'm hot blooded
You don't have to read my mind, to know what I have in mind
Honey you oughta know
Now you move so fine, let me lay it on the line
I wanna know what you're doin' after the show
Now it's up to you, we can make a secret rendezvous
Just me and you, I'll show you lovin' like you never knew
That's why, I'm hot blooded, check it and see
I got a fever of a hundred and three
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, hot blooded
If it feels alright, maybe you can stay all night
Shall I leave you my key?
But you've got to give me a sign, come on girl, some kind of sign
Tell me, are you hot mama? you sure look that way to me
Are you old enough? will you be ready when I call you bluff?
Is my timing right? did you save your love for me tonight?
Yeah I'm hot blooded, check it and see
Feel the fever burning inside of me
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, I'm hot blooded, I'm hot
Now it's up to you, can we make a secret rendezvous?
Oh, before we do, you'll have to get away from you know who
Well, I'm hot blooded, check it and see
I got a fever of a hundred and three
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, I'm hot blooded
Hot blooded, every night
Hot blooded, you're looking so tight
Hot blooded, now you're driving me wild
Hot blooded, I'm so hot for you, child
Hot blooded, I'm a little bit high
Hot blooded, you're a little bit shy
Hot blooded, you're making me sing
Hot blooded, for your sweet sweet thing
bad luck- social distortion
Some people like to gamble,
But you, you always lose.
Some people like to rock 'n' roll,
you're always singin' the blues.
You gotta nasty disposition.
No one really knows the reason why,
You gotta bad bad reputation.
Gonna hang your head down and cry...
chorus:
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
Thirteen's my lucky number,
To you it means stay inside.
Black cat done crossed my path,
No reason to run and hide.
You're looking through a cracked mirror.
No one really knows the reason why.
Your enemies are gettin' nearer.
Gonna hang down your head and cry....
chorus:
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
Some people go to church on Sundays,
others they pray at home.
You tell them that there ain't no God,
that they're better off standin' alone.
You're always scratchin' at the eight ball,
No one really knows the reason why.
You get to the top and then you fall,
Gonna hang down your head and cry.
cheak your head- buckcherry
Jesse died today, I heard the news its safe
Photographed nude at age 13
And Nick was a friend of mine, he died before his time
Dead on acid at age 18
Oh and you still bitch about your payments
Its funny how your looks predict your statements
I dress in black today, it represents this phase I'm in
And what it was i cant believe
This stain glass that your hiding behind, its from a different life
And what it was its still in your dreams, yeah, yeah
Oh and you still bitch about your payments
It's funny how your looks predict your statements
So check you head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
So check you head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
Woah, yeah
Alright, yeah
You fell out of line with some distance to go
It's not a design it's a talent show
And if you believe it's the end of the line you'll be taken
Now Jesse never thought that what she did would change my life
Well she just thought her life was a waste of time
And Nick worked hard to graduate and after that he died
He always thought high school was a waste of time
So check you head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
So check your head, set your eyes on your dreams girl
Be, oh, be happy with nothing, well you're a site to see my love
Woah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Do it to me all night long
Yeah, yeah, yeah
come on feel the noize- quite riot (this ones long)
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
So you think I got an evil mind
I tell you honey
I don't know why
I don't know why
So you think my singin's out of time
It makes me money
I don't know why
I don't know why
Anymore
Oh no
So come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Baby!
So you say I got a funny face
I got no worries
And I don't know why
I don't know why
Oh I gotta sing with some disgrace
I'm in no hurry
And I don't know why
I don't know why
Anymore
No no no
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Come on!
Well you think we have a lazy time
You should know better
I don't know why
I don't know why
So you say I got a dirty mind
I'm a mean go getter
I don't know why
I don't know why
Anymore
Oh no
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Wild, wild, wild.
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild
Baby!
Come on, (come on) feel it
Girls rock your boys (come on, rock it!)
We'll get wild, wild, wild
We're gonna get wild! (wild, wild, wild)
We're gonna get rocked tonight (come on feel the noise)
Rock it tonight (girls rock your boys)
We'll get wild, wild, wild
OH YEAH!!
Ah, ah, ah (woooo)
Ah, ah, ah
Come on feel the noise
Girls rock your boys
We'll get wild, wild, wild.
Ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah
hot blooded- foreigner
Well, I'm hot blooded, check it and see
I got a fever of a hundred and three
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, I'm hot blooded
You don't have to read my mind, to know what I have in mind
Honey you oughta know
Now you move so fine, let me lay it on the line
I wanna know what you're doin' after the show
Now it's up to you, we can make a secret rendezvous
Just me and you, I'll show you lovin' like you never knew
That's why, I'm hot blooded, check it and see
I got a fever of a hundred and three
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, hot blooded
If it feels alright, maybe you can stay all night
Shall I leave you my key?
But you've got to give me a sign, come on girl, some kind of sign
Tell me, are you hot mama? you sure look that way to me
Are you old enough? will you be ready when I call you bluff?
Is my timing right? did you save your love for me tonight?
Yeah I'm hot blooded, check it and see
Feel the fever burning inside of me
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, I'm hot blooded, I'm hot
Now it's up to you, can we make a secret rendezvous?
Oh, before we do, you'll have to get away from you know who
Well, I'm hot blooded, check it and see
I got a fever of a hundred and three
Come on baby, do you do more than dance?
I'm hot blooded, I'm hot blooded
Hot blooded, every night
Hot blooded, you're looking so tight
Hot blooded, now you're driving me wild
Hot blooded, I'm so hot for you, child
Hot blooded, I'm a little bit high
Hot blooded, you're a little bit shy
Hot blooded, you're making me sing
Hot blooded, for your sweet sweet thing
bad luck- social distortion
Some people like to gamble,
But you, you always lose.
Some people like to rock 'n' roll,
you're always singin' the blues.
You gotta nasty disposition.
No one really knows the reason why,
You gotta bad bad reputation.
Gonna hang your head down and cry...
chorus:
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
Thirteen's my lucky number,
To you it means stay inside.
Black cat done crossed my path,
No reason to run and hide.
You're looking through a cracked mirror.
No one really knows the reason why.
Your enemies are gettin' nearer.
Gonna hang down your head and cry....
chorus:
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
You got bad, bad luck.
Bad, bad luck.
Some people go to church on Sundays,
others they pray at home.
You tell them that there ain't no God,
that they're better off standin' alone.
You're always scratchin' at the eight ball,
No one really knows the reason why.
You get to the top and then you fall,
Gonna hang down your head and cry.
6/8/10
i can give you what you want, but you gotta come home with me
Prior to departure students will participate in classes to be held on Saturday, June 12 and June 26, 2010
4 day till i meet the kids im stcuk with for 3 weeks
4 DAYS
4 DAYS
4 DAYS
FOUR D....A....Y....S
4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS
sorry im a little exited...
so umm i bought Thomas somthing so he cant forget me this summer.. as we are both away.
its cute,
im good at cute.
kinda worried he wont like it thu.
i hope he douse.
and i do have more to write but im going to leave it here
as i am for like the 20 time -.- downloading sims on the desktop for my sister... i should be payd for this.
Motley
4 day till i meet the kids im stcuk with for 3 weeks
4 DAYS
4 DAYS
4 DAYS
FOUR D....A....Y....S
4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS4DAYS
sorry im a little exited...
so umm i bought Thomas somthing so he cant forget me this summer.. as we are both away.
its cute,
im good at cute.
kinda worried he wont like it thu.
i hope he douse.
and i do have more to write but im going to leave it here
as i am for like the 20 time -.- downloading sims on the desktop for my sister... i should be payd for this.
Motley
6/6/10
id rather be.
this house is not a home
home is where the heart is right?
i love my family and i would die without them,
but this place i live in? i cant wait to get out.
as soon as possible.
this place? its a house. not my home.
home to me?
anywhere with my friends, my family
and of course camp muskoka.
this big brick thing?
just keeps my shit dry,
i actually like my tent better.
its homey
and on that note i shall leave you.
looking for home sweet home
Motley
home is where the heart is right?
i love my family and i would die without them,
but this place i live in? i cant wait to get out.
as soon as possible.
this place? its a house. not my home.
home to me?
anywhere with my friends, my family
and of course camp muskoka.
this big brick thing?
just keeps my shit dry,
i actually like my tent better.
its homey
and on that note i shall leave you.
looking for home sweet home
Motley
6/5/10
what i felt, what i know.
so i got this from joc years ago and i saw it in my inbox
Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship.
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in.
4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get! (maddy durring the ring lmfao)
5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. (all of you guys to me... i get confused alot..)
7. When you are sick -- Stay the heck away from me until you are well-danielle is all ovr this one :)-Again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsiness. (me to madison)
9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask;
"because you are my friend".
Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship.
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in.
4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get! (maddy durring the ring lmfao)
5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. (all of you guys to me... i get confused alot..)
7. When you are sick -- Stay the heck away from me until you are well-danielle is all ovr this one :)-Again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsiness. (me to madison)
9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask;
"because you are my friend".
6/4/10
6/2/10
ill stay away
so ummm hi.
im straigtening my hair right now
holy fuck its to hot for this.
but he says my hair is beautiful
and convinced me to not chop it off like i do in the summa heat.
i will need a hair cut though,.. thin it enough before italy, but i guess the length shal stay.
weddings next saturday... 10 days
i really dont want to go to the 'state mannor' i dont want to see her gone,
she was so much like my Belly
so much like my Bells
i dont know how were going to tell my sister.
10 days.
Motley
im straigtening my hair right now
holy fuck its to hot for this.
but he says my hair is beautiful
and convinced me to not chop it off like i do in the summa heat.
i will need a hair cut though,.. thin it enough before italy, but i guess the length shal stay.
weddings next saturday... 10 days
i really dont want to go to the 'state mannor' i dont want to see her gone,
she was so much like my Belly
so much like my Bells
i dont know how were going to tell my sister.
10 days.
Motley
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