is it just me or does everyone else need to call the person who told you to call whenever you needed to talk, but cant because you dont wanna talk about it or dont want him to wonder why your so worried about this because it could be nothing? and yet you know if you could hear that voice tell you everything will be fine you know you will feel better? but everytime you pick up the phone you put it down.
iv tought myself not to need anyone, iv done so because iv lost to much and i always new id have to go through everything alone. but i need you, i need you now. i need to just sit there and be held, forget everything, espescially the reason i need you.

im writing here because i taught myself not to need anyone and i now ther is no way of me telling you via txt, msn or call. im writing here because im sure you dont read it. im writing here because my friends will read this and go wtf? and then forget and thats what you should do, if you havent ever told me to call whenever i needed you and i told you to do the same.

well i need you, i just cant tell you.
Motley
*i know i shouldnt post this but i wrote it and im posting it, and if anyone asks i will ignore the question so dont bother, unless you know this is you i need.

i cant stay with you now, cuz i am so ashamed

my stomachs all wtf did you just do to me for the past 2 days but its better now.
no longer in pain, mostly
I PLANED AN LIT DAY 2 FUCKING MONTH AGO FOR 2MORROW AND PPL STILL SAY THEY CANT GO, I FUCKING TOLD THEM TO PUT IT ON THEIR CALENDAR OR CELL PHONES OR WHATEVER AND DO WHATEVER THEY COULD TO GET TO THE FUCKING MALL BUT NOOO PEOPLE STILL DONT KNOW IF THEY CAN FUCKING GO OR NOT

last time this happend i was like fuck this you guys have 2 plan get 2 gethers now, but juess what? they didnt and that left me AGAIN.

rock of ages 2night :)

Motley

so im here instead of doing science because i did the idiot thing and clicked update when itunes asked me and now i am music less and cannot concentrate on the refractive index of rubies...
this is the worst topic people keep trying to sell me stuff instead of giving me info -.-

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

so it wasnt today but it will be soon, someday when madison dousnt have a math test.


oh we just txted, going thursday :)
diff guy but whateves

so i guess
2 days
motley

so what did captain peroxide want?

i can drive
that is all
Tuesday bitches

so much i cant tell

[[Hard to gain perspective when ya eyes wont close
It's hard to stand tall when you already on ya toes]]

im not like you, not a champion

2 weeks yesturday. 13 days
that is all
Motley


no i lied. dont you love me :)
anyways
bird of paradise
bluebell
gryphon
italy boot

Dog (Chinese Zodiac Symbol)
Born in 1922, 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, 1982, 1994, 2006, 2018

The Dog will never let you down. Born under this sign you are honest, and faithful to those you love. You are plagued by constant worry, a sharp tongue, and a tendency to be a fault finder, however. You would make an excellent businessman, activist, teacher, or secret agent.
im soo being a secret agent ;)

so umm that is all because bones starts in 2 mins and its a special episode and if anyone makes anynoise durring i will hit them. consider this fair warning...

2 weeks yesturday, 13 days
Motley

hey, your a crazy bitch

so i was at the one of a kind show yesturday and met up with joc just as i finished the rows, so i decided to stay with her, which was a good idea because i bought a belt from the place i was looking at for 3 years now or was it 4, either way iv never seen anything i liked but i always wanted one so like me when i went thru i didnt find anything i wanted then joc was like ok we are going to get you a belt when i told her, so we went and low and behold a motley crue belt :) so now i have one of their belts after 3-4 years of looking and its from my fav band all because of joc so umm kinda made my day right there :) anyways on the way home we called madison and were all hey call one of us back and as soon as she hung up i was like shit shes at the cottage so that was our small part of idiocy there.



so um stalkers over -.- and i cant wait till three when i can get ride of her cuz were going to grannys. or when taylor txts me back so we can work on our project... sad ppart is we dont have maggis number so were kinda fucked there, anyways if we get 2gether that would b good cuz its either due tuesday or wednesday and i also have to do my civics final project. yay... my topic for that was chief dan george which was on her list of ppl to pick but there was no info on him whatsoever anywhere! so i gave up an changed topics. but seriously why would she have him on the page if there isnt anyinfo on him at all? shouldnt she know that from past years?



anyways i gotta go work on it now before i forget again..

17 days holy shit.. that means 12 till my birthday fuck i gotta study for my g1

Motley