waiting

waiting for my stomach to completly heal
waiting for joclyns birthday. she will love my present :)
waiting to go to madisons cottage
waiting to see if i passed
waiting for camp to end
waiting for the both of us to be home
waiting to see him
waiting to see what happens next

i hate waiting im not a patient person, never have been.

i keep starting letters, none of which will ever bee seen, but it makes me feel better to write them. just pretend for awhile i have somone to send them to. someone who likes me for me, who makes me feel important when will is see him again?

i have so much to talk about and so little time and no place to write it. i wont be back on here again though. not for awhile. not till after camp. not till i see him again. not till we figure things out.

i miss his smile

ITALY

Hey chickadees I'm in Italy as most of you shall know we left Rome yetirday for the resort I live it here the beach is pretty but like allright I have class in like 10 minutes so we like flew to rime and got there at like 730 am ish and I didn't sleep at all on the airplane so anyways we chilled in the airport while waiting for the bus then chilled in the hotel till we left for lunch at the Spanish steps my friend n I didn't eat lunch but had gelato instead. And looked around we then went back to the hotel and chilled in the room and unpacked I like my roomins ther pretty damn funny. But anyways in Rome we went to like the same dinner place for all three dinners. On Saturday we went to the Vatican. Sunday we attempted to go to church but they were behind and we had a tour to go to so I diddnt have to attend church *victory dance* we then went for lunch in the sketch train station before coliseum forum tour. Our giude sucked so much it was horrible. After that was dinner then party in dillans room which was fun. His roomies hot. I feel bad for thinking that actually, but I guess I'm allowed right? Dn I hate this I wanna hate him but i can understand his thought process I just don't like it. Anyways on a better note iv been chillen on a beach and my short tan has deepend cuz of Rome and then again at the beach it's like omg tan the part that's not tanned!!! Anyways I bought a shirt it's sexy, I haven't seen anything fir mads or joc and maybe mlee since that's common soon to. Anyways class write latter Motley

pretty as a picture, she is like a golden ring

soo um i know i lied about not writing till after i leave but this is important...
whoever would like to read my 3 and 3/4 page presentation of ancient roman gods and goddesses email me and ill send it to you, if you could help with grammar, spelling, and any pointers on making it flow together better, also i need a conclusion. i started this thing at like 10 am this morning and i only finished it now.
its kinda long and pretty boring, i have no idea how my teacher thinks we could hold the classes attention for a solid 15-20 minutes!!!
umm if anyone wants to help it would be appreciated!
im gonna you all! *sad face*