tragedy tomorow, comedy tonight!!

so i saw "somthing happend on the way to the forum" last night
and had surg this morn
i am hungry
but still cant feel my tongue
and therfore cant eat.
fml
and so i found lyrics to the show..
i really hope i can eat soon.
. . . . . .

Something familiar,
Something peculiar,
Something for everyone:
A comedy tonight!

Something appealing,
Something appalling,
Something for everyone:
A comedy tonight!

Nothing with kings, nothing with crowns;
Bring on the lovers, liars and clowns!

Old situations,
New complications,
Nothing portentous or polite;
Tragedy tomorrow,
Comedy tonight!
--comedy tonight.


Love, they say,
Makes you pine away,
But you pine away with an idiotic grin.
I pine, I blush, I squeak, I squawk,
Today I woke too weak to walk.
What's love, I hear, I feel, I fear I'm in.
Ahh...

See what I mean?
Da da da da da da dum...
I hum a lot too.
I'm dazed I'm pale, I'm sick, I'm sore,
I've never felt so well before!
What's love, I hear, I feel, I fear,
I know I am-- I'm sure--I mean-- I hope--I trust--
I pray I must
Be in!
--love, i hear

living in a dream - finger eleven

I was never the kind
To be taking my time
Any place that's worth a damn
And today's another day
That I've gone and thrown away
And I don't care where it lands

'Cause I'm just thinking about us
I've been living in a dream about you
And now I know you were all I ever wanted on my mind
And if I never see
My own reality
Well, I'm okay to leave it all behind

I'll be gone for a time
Tuning out for a while
It's gonna look like I'm not all there
I've decided that today
Seems alright to piss away
Ignore my empty stare

'Cause I'm just thinking about us
I've been living in a dream about you
And now I know you were all I ever wanted on my mind
And if I never see
My own reality
Well, I'm okay to leave it all behind
i hate not knowing what i want... or well knowing and waiting just to make sure...
Motley

anyone else feel like somthings missing?

Motley

Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt, you're in my heart now
through everything last year, you got me through with my sanity somewhat intact.
i will always love you for that. and dont want to ever see the day that your not one of my closest friends.
... you dont have this link, so its somewhat pointless writing it here.
but thankyou. i have no idea what i would have done without you to come crying to later.

love you,
Motley

and the walls started closing in

question: who is mahrdh?

this next paragraph is copy right of Atria books, Anthony Bozza and the forever awesome Mr, Tommy Fucking Lee as this is from his interesting book Tommy land, which i recommend but no to those faint hearted.... (I'm not getting paid to say this FYI, i just like the paragraph)
so this is after telling us how he did this magic trick
"Oh, fuck, I wasn't supposed to tell you how we did that. Sorry. While we're at it, there is no Santa Clause, there is no magic, and there is no fucking Easter Bunny. The Tooth Fairy was your goddamed mom, storks don't deliver babies, Pop Rocks and Coke wont kill you, there is no Middle Earth, Mikey never liked Life cereal, you cant get pregnant from kissing, you wont go blind from jerking of, and when Jack and Jill tumbled down the hill, they was definitely fuckin'"
so i hope im not fucking with some copy write thing, but you should go buy the book (unless your moh or ev, you 2 have enough shit in Ur dirty minds already) but its interesting to see how Tommy writes things, he goes from like soulful romantic to well stuff ev/moh haven't even thought of yet... and things i defiantly didn't need to read.

and on to my life. well i celebrated Emily's super sweet sixteen at wonderland today. (Madison don't get mad at me) HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN EMILY!!! (sorry Harry's to far away so no birthday sex for you)

and on the topic of birthdays Emily and Maddy have decided that my next party will b a pole dancing lesson.... i dunno guys what do you think about this?
i have a strange feeling my rents wont approve....

Here we stand, worlds apart....

so the summers over, and schools begun.
i thought i while ago, that i hadn't changed much this summer but now i know i was wrong, i know now i changed this summer
maybe for better
maybe for worse
either way i still cant wait to get the fuck out of here.
....Break those chains that bind you

yesterday i witnessed the "changes" some people went through this summer
and for the most part I'm disappointed.
but hey its their life i guess.

i can write a whole post about why I'm against it.
i can write a whole post to try and get them to stop.
more importantly trying to make him stop.

iv lost so much because of smoking.
and now iv lost another.
....You know I still love you

i cant stand watching my friends throw their life away.
die faster.
leave me faster.

OH but there cigarettes without nicotine!
yeah its still going to kill you.
and ill have to sit and watch.
again.
....If you must go, I wish you love

think of all the people you'll hurt.
think of all the people who are allready hurt.
think about the life you could miss.

....And went our separate ways
please, i cant stand to bury another loved one because of this.
Motley

i have to much stress in my life right now,

and when my baby sister goes missing

its not pretty.

we need to get this child a cell phone.

Motley